Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Day 33: Whales

So, I can't help but feel that i'm more hated than liked in this stupid place.

If I get so much as one more nasty comment about my blog...I will say nothing because you know what? It's MY blog & i'm entitled to MY opinion. If YOU don't like it then YOU don't need to read it. Understand? I don't think I can generically clarify that any more.

Today wasn't one of my best. I'm not in a bad mood, I just did not like how today was. Let's start off with school. It dragged. Not my teacher's fault though, I just was super tired. During my last class I had to take my wrist piercing out since the night before I snagged it on a pillow which caused it to rip a tad. So, I took it out today & now a piece of bloody flesh is protruding from it. Sexy, I know.

Maine, Massachusetts & I were all piled in my room when all my sisters & Grace went on webcam. My mom thinks I have my dimples pierced & she refuses to put money in my bank account since I 'disobeyed her'. Seriously? Well, after my mom threw her hissy fit, we all went to Virginia & Louisiana's house where we helped Virginia with one of his photographs. I don't get how helping someone could make me feel so crappy about myself. I saw his photograph he took & LOVED it. I didn't love how crappy it made me feel about my own photography though. I know, I know, I shouldn't compare myself to others because I won't get anywhere in life, blah, blah freakin' blah...we are only human.

Massachusetts made a good point. He said that I shouldn't limit myself on my blog. He said I shouldn't hold back just because some people that chose to read it, don't like it. I think we all know the solution to this is.

Anyways, I was going to spend a good portion of this blog to vent about someone that kind of erked me, but I realized it's not worth it. I'm not saying they aren't worth it, i'm saying IT isn't worth it, the whole situation that is. All i'm going to say is that I LIKED you, you idiot. LIKED, past tense. Also, that you're very confusing & I don't know if I should like someone who gives me that much mental whiplash. I'm not going to say 'your loss' because I honestly think i'm nothing special but neither are you.

I ate nearly a whole box of Whales tonight. What are Whales, you ask? Whales are just like Goldfish crackers but generic. The are oddly enough much better than Goldfish & look nothing like whales at all, more like a rabbit that was merked & is now classified as road kill. However, they do not taste like it so don't be fooled by it's morbid shape.

David Turner (one of my teachers) made me smile today before all this shizz happened. He reads my Facebook. I'm flattered.

<---Whales Crackers.


<---David Turner.

5 comments:

  1. The second you allow people to control what you write on your blog, is the second that you make your blog useless.

    Say what you want, ignore the people that don't like it. You're name is on it for a reason.

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  2. I love whoever posted that. ^

    And don't get down on yourself because Rick's picture came out awesome.
    Everyone thinks their pictures are nowhere near as good as the people around them.
    That's kinda how our brain works with everything.
    You always think what's not yours is better, because you see the best parts.
    but when you look at your own, you see all the stuff you wished was better.

    Just think of it as inspiration and motivation to make yours just as awesome in your own way. :]

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  3. Ok where are the comments you get from these people do you approve these before they show up.If theres a way to let these people express their opinions,theres always room for other people to express their opinions about the assholes who've made there shitty opinions ...just sayin ..And i love that you dont mind expressing your insecurities,its a true form of therapy...miss you boo

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  4. Dear "One city, one dream, one year, one art kid" with more of a clue than you think,

    Just write and let it rip.

    The choice is "theirs" to read or not.

    You have more fans than you know ;)

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  5. I agree. I'm actually alumni from the class of 2010, and I really think you shouldn't let the things people say get you down like this. The entire situation is drama, and it's dumb. Everyone is entitled to their opinion, your just fell into the hands of people who don't understand that.

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