Today I seriously thought about calling my mom up & telling her to book me a flight back home in Chicago but I realized that doing that would put me into classification under 'failure'. I don't want that. Besides, I don't want to disappointed you guys in all my awesome times here. I just have to find a few first...
Things got heated here again with the room mates. So much that I got mad. I never get mad. Sadly Maine, Alaska & Kansas got to see me 'mad' but I just got to the point that I don't rightfully give a shit. Florida & I went on a ride just to spill our guts to each other. I learned some stuff about her that showed me that I trusted her & I did the same as well. She made sure that I wouldn't tell anyone about what she had told me & my only response was 'i'm not like that' which may be hard to believe the way the shit has been hitting the fan in our house but that really is how I am. I honestly felt okay talking to her. I felt like I could 'trust' her which I haven't done in a long time.
This whole 'he said, she said' bull crap caused me having to tell Virginia about my slight crush on him but it wasn't that big of a deal since I have a slight crush on all our guy friends. When I say crush, I don't mean 'like'. My mind is way too complicated for anyone to understand so I must try & water it down so you can understand.
Crush=like more as a friend because they are different from other people.
Cute=good looking but I don't want to have a relationship with just yet.
Like=wanting to have a relationship with a person.
Love=...let's not go there; I don't 'love' anyone yet.
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ReplyDeletePuppy love if anything. He's famous now. So, it doesn't really matter nor will he ever know.
ReplyDeleteBut who ever you are, thanks for reading my blogs both old & new!