1. I miss my friends & family.
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Well, I guess there is only one. BUT its a legit reason nonetheless. I'm also very excited to meet a new little person. Bruno had a baby yesterday. Well, his woman friend did. I don't think boys can have babies yet. Technology isn't that far advance, I promise you. For some reasons, I always get thinking way to in depth about things. For this case, I got thinking how I've known Bruno for only 1 1/2 years & when I met him he never had sex. It's not creepy that I mention it because I remember specically him & I got into a heart to heart conversation when I was back home in Chicago & we just spilled everything to each other. That being one of the topics of discussion. He also, called me the day he had sex...I got some good friends, let me tell ya. They tell me EVERYTHING. Like I give a damn but I'm flattered.
Besides the point, we now have a new little member. His name is Harley James. He might be just another baby to the world, but he is Bruno's baby. This baby will define Bruno most definatly & show him how big of a man he really is. I can't say how proud of him I am. It takes a huge person to take on their consiquiences for thier actions. Most people just run believe it or not.
Anyways, I also woke up & had some in sight hit me. This is what I figured out about life:
Not to be pissed about the small things or choices people make. If it wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be. What they choose is their...well...choice, not mine. Everything will fall into place with do time.
'Maybe it's time to change and leave it all behind. I've never been one to walk alone; I've always been scared to try. So, why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more? To want to live a better life, what am I waiting for? Because nothing stays the same. Maybe it's time to change.'
I love this boy already.
Awwwwh. :]
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