I'm back home in Chicago due to a couple of deaths. One of which was my Grandpa that I mention in my previous entry. I found this out on the day I took my first trip to NYC. I'm not going to talk much about him since I have nothing more to say except that the day of his funeral I didn't shed a tear. These are the types of things that show myself that I'm not like most people. While attending the funeral everyone was sad, as usual. I however, saw everything was created because of his existence. 8 children, 26 grandchildren & 9 great grand children. Those are just people. I won't even get into how many memories the man has made for us.
Lets talk about NYC, shall we? Nothing like Chicago, by any means. I don't like it there. At least not this time. I felt like a sardine in a can. For a big city, everything was crammed & ignorant. There was a ton of beauty that came along with it. The city really spiked a mass amount of respect for the fashion scene.
Now, shall we chat about school? I think we may. I'm missing a crap load of work that I will have to make up when I head back to Massachusetts. Also, I miss my friends back there. Mainly Alaska, Maine, Massachusetts & Colorado since they are the ones I mostly hang out with. Also, I might add that I've made a new friend a while ago. She's going by the name of North Carolina. She's blunt & straight forward but very kind hearted. Somewhat like me just a little more simple. I miss her very much too.
I've come to realize that life is not suitable for me. I can try & explain myself to people, try & get them to see who I am but no one seems to relate. I've said it once & I'll say it again; I have a complicated mind but live it as simply as I can. I let people know what I want them to know about me.
It's snowing here & I couldn't love it anymore than I already do. There is something that I love when it snows. Everything is so peaceful & innocent. Winter I hate as a time but love as a season.
'I'm not telling you it's going to be easy. I'm telling you it's going to be worth it.'
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