Day 58-59: 3 more days

Thoughts run through my mind more than a breath. I can usually read people like a book but there is only one person who I can't quite figure out. In all honesty it's annoying me like none other.

There is a lot of things people don't know about me. Here are a few that might surprise a few of you:

My mind is complicated & I don't expect anyone to 'get' me.

I wanted to study medicine before I decided to study art instead.

I hate being scared.

The last time I slept for more than 8 hours was 3 months ago.

I have never been in love.

I only bake when I'm upset.

I only paint when i'm aggravated.

90% of the time i'm not happy but I put on a happy face.

Those aren't the most important things about me but they are the ones that came to my mind right away.

These autumn days are getting more intense. The air is chilled & the trees are more colorful than a box of Crayons. I'm not going to lie, most of these days I feel like crap. Not the 'I've got the sniffles' kind of crap, I mean legit crap. I miss Kevin so much & most the days I feel like i'm the dead one rather than him. It's blunt, I know but it's how I feel & unlike watching my words like I did with the Hallmark graduates, this is a subject they can't complain about.

3 more days & the surprise will be relieved.

Also, Shaun White has awesome hair. If you don't believe me, take a look see for yourself...he also has his shirt off.

<---No, I didn't stalk him...